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| Saturday, December 8th, 2007 | | 12:54 pm |
I used to be majorly into politics, When I saw it impacted my life. Way back near 2001, I got into raving and partying. The RAVE act that came to pass, which was to prosecute party throwers for "crackhouse" laws... just think of a way this can be used for wrong purposes... Look, Cops have a hard job already as it is, follow the constitution, arrest in correct procedure and collect all evidence then testify. It's their own job and ego. They cannot afford not to use any and every advantage they can especially when their accused starts "lawyering up." It's to be expected. Thats why I want every single law to be passed to be considered for abuse, cause it can and will be abused. no such damn thing as professional curtesy or common sense. The amount of drug arrests in comparison to any other crimes would demostrate this. I hate it now. I always hated it cause I could feel the bullshit in the words, no real leadership. We need that, the whole country needs every elected to be LEADERS. | | 12:49 pm |
I'm here on a break over at massage envy. The last two weeks have been slow, mostly thanks to christmas spending and the terribly cold weather. We were to go to a Christmas party last night but that didn't hapen, mosty because we feared the roads to be dangerous. It's times like this that makes me wish I lived in SLC rather than in Happy Valley. I know my wife agrees with me... Living in helly valley is not fun. Not because of the mormons, we're okay with that but because of the weather, the lack of good traffic logistics, the insane amount of people living around us being students and fresh kiddy families. I do miss writing in this journal. | | Thursday, December 6th, 2007 | | 8:13 pm |
Yesterday I passed the National exams for Massage. As of today, I am a fully licensed massage therapist... Thatsa good feeling... Normally I feel terified about what to do with the rest of my life - that I would wonder, "Would I be consumed with it?" Frankly, With this profession - I WANT to be. It's something I love doing and I definitely want to be someone with these kind of skills. Okay, I gotta go. I'll post more later but right now, I got a client. | | Wednesday, June 27th, 2007 | | 12:01 am |
| | Tuesday, June 26th, 2007 | | 11:08 pm |
Writer's Block: Wedding bells are ringing
What was the last wedding you went to? Were you in the wedding? The last one was about two years ago, when I married my hottie, Angelina. It is so totally awesome and so memorable. My aunt gayla really helped on the reception we held at my parents house before they sold it and moved to texas. | | Sunday, March 25th, 2007 | | 11:45 am |
Still another test. Keep me aliv | | Tuesday, December 19th, 2006 | | 12:23 am |
| | Wednesday, June 28th, 2006 | | 10:10 pm |
I've always wondered what I wanted to do, careerwise. Let's see what I do need for sure: I need approx 15/hr, Benifits, Paid vacation, Paid sick leave. The job needs to be in normal hours, seeing that I can't do any red-eyes. I think most jobs that does have good benifits as such does require some amounts of math. Accountant, MBA, or something like that. When it comes to artwork, I knew what I like and what I dont like, I have an developed eclectic taste and I know what works. If artwork paid well, I definitely know I would be creating masterpieces everyday. Let's see what snapped me into place - Last Friday, Angelina and I was celebrating her 21'st birthday and our idea of an drinking game is an shot for every joke chandler made. I think I made about 6 or 7 shots of Rum, which is 25% proof, Half of the kind Vodka has. I slipped into an epileptic shock saturday morning, and had about three subsequent ones after that one. The last three was really hard. I remember waking up in the morning, around eleven and I also remember my neighbor helping me to the car, I dont remember how I got to the hospital but I am glad that we didn't use the ambulance. I do have the distinct memory of an tube needle put into my arm, three punctures in my arm, one in my left, two in my right. I was really out of it and I severly damaged my tongue. Angelina and I had decided to not drink anymore and gave the liquor away, this was on saturday evening, sunday mornin. I was in and out of conciousness for an 24 hour period and caused my wife alot of distress... Now we have the problem of being able to pay for Dr. Brian Pliatt and the Orem hospital. Lessons well earned but I wish we dont have to deal with it. The house was a mess and I was embarrased. We cleaned it up and I like that but I feel like my whole life is an mess and I am an mess to my wife. that is the embarassment. I am more than a mess and I can be more than that and I will succeed in that. After reading up on seizures, I am an mess... According to some cultures, I am tainted and possessed by demons. Regardless, I can see how this greatly affects my life. I am twenty three and in about two years, twenty five. Five years after that, thirty. I cannot afford these problems. | | Wednesday, April 5th, 2006 | | 1:03 am |
I noticed something today... The scriptures are an compilation of historical records and journals - of men gouing through spiritual journeys and shared in order to help the world to become an better place. Too bad that most of the time, these journals are abused and misinterpreted to ulterier motives. Anyways, This journal I write will help me. I can use this as a way to chronicle my journey in life. Today, I was on my third day on my second job, which is little ceasars. I worked at this place about a year and a half ago or two years ago. Somewhere around there. Anyways, there was this girl that was being extremely bossy. Annoying to me. I decided to understand her perspective and understand her, in order to defuse her. I asked her name - -"tini." huh? Tini? Martini? "Martini? Your parents named you martini? What are they? Drunk?" NO! It's BRItini. Geez. Foot in mouth. How embarrasing. Then I proceeded to ask her if she has an second job, seeing that I have 2 jobs, married and college. Stressful. She says she does. 'tini teaches kindergarten. Absentmindedly, I ask her why. she was eating some coconut girl scout cookies and said "cause I like them. You want on?" "Some children?! NO!!" I realized that she wasn't offering to make a kid. How embarrsing is THAT?! wow. Also, there is this argument I had with angelina. It was over how I dont completely respect her, especially when she reminds me of the time. I make this annoyed and irritated face. She feels that I dont understand how this is detrimental to the marriage. I said I was sorry so many times but she just says "I know youll do it again." You know what? I'm gonna ask you to not tell me the time? K? dont need to do those things. Geez. I was just annoyed about how I have little time and I need time off!!!!! Goddamit, life is required to be enjoyed so theres always some slot in my day reserved for just that - Repect that, and I can respect your actions then! | | Thursday, March 2nd, 2006 | | 1:47 am |
| | Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 | | 2:14 am |
| | Sunday, October 16th, 2005 | | 12:26 pm |
| | Friday, September 17th, 2004 | | 11:56 am |
Holy freak, my class notes already fill up a whole binder! | | 10:09 am |
Hoya Bebbe! How are ya?? You emailin back is definitely one of my highlights of the day - so keep in mind, I love gettin' your words. Onto details - No, I haven't been able to get ahold of taha or laura... I think I lost their email addresses and the ones I have is outdated now. If you can help, it would be awsome. It's lickass that you got a boi (I shudder to use that spelling but it definitely is better than boy.) He better have ya feelin good - otherwise his role as a BF is a complete waste. Uh, I looked at the paragraph above and the phrase "lickass"? It was supposed to be kickass but I definitely like lickass better. KINKY! Oh, By the way, I'm curious - What did taha do? I live in a diffrent city than you so I really can't be able to keep up on the news other than here and phone conversations (which I don't do often at all.) Don't leave out any details. I recently got a mustang and I'm in the process of restoring/upgrading it. The last owner treated the thing like a bitch than a girlfriend. So I have alot to do on it. I'm still doing art but I decided to not do it professionally except as a designer or a illustrator. The art profession, frankly, is dead. Thank god my skills in art can be used with the camera. I'm proud of my lens swash. very good stuff but, it's also a hobby. I can't make a living doing either art or photography. I'm sure I can get onto a good career, until then - I'm gonna love the sweet sun and enjoy my time livin in the 'Now' than anyplace else (past sucks and future's scary.) I gotta go, I'm taking Melissa to the Bombay house (That place came highly recommended so It'll be SWEET!) Missy better appreciate the effort, damnit. (no, I don't expect 'some'... if anything, I expect a good time which is easy for me.) mmmm - Loverly... - I just watched my fair lady... I cant get that song out of my head. If you haven't seen the movie and you have a chance, see it!! I love it however gay it may seem to make me. "I can resist everything except temptation." - Oscar Wilde (me too!) Brice. __________ After reading that letter, I shudder. Do I actually put in that much effort to be entertaining? | | 10:04 am |
Y'know, I don't give a damn about who reads my journal. I found it easier to write letters to friends and such than write my journal. Letters actually have an purpose. The journal is a letter to myself and I feel it to be counterproductive. So - I'm changing formats. from then on, I'm gonna be including emails and letters I write but I'll keep change names and places but leave the important stuff in. Thataway, I'm pretty much up to date socially and literally. | | Saturday, June 26th, 2004 | | 3:07 pm |
Hey... Sorry... I needed to update the journal to keep it. | | Thursday, April 1st, 2004 | | 10:16 am |
Options
I know nobody really reads my journal... that gives me a comfort of some sort. I dont really agree with some of my parent's positions on things of morality and such. Abortion. I'm not against it and I'm not for the widespread use of it either. Abortion limits the pool of potential babies for the adoptive parents. My sister tried to adopt one and went through an exhaustive process to find out that they dont have any for the moment. It's frustrating. We have REALLY bad sex ed where I'm at. When I was in high school (latest is around 2000) I attended only one sex ed class and that's for one term. ONE. Oh-En-Ee. That sure did have me think alot on it. It's like driver's ed. We just learn to drive but not really long enough to know the dangers and importance of attention. I'd like to know more. I don't want an limited exposure only on the DANGER, DANGER, DANGER of sex. Seriously man. One would think that all they want us to do is remain celebate until SUDDENLY we're legally allowed to do it. In most cases, the legality of marriage. That's simply stupid since there ARE passionate people abroad. There ARE people that would prefer to live together for a while to see the compatibility, the change of habits and the such. There's alot of issues right here and there cannot be black and white. Sex - I'm for it. Only when practiced safely and respectfully. That means being informed. Sex isn't evil. In any regard, it's an serious enhancement to an relationship. I understand the need for it to be special but I don't want that STUPID evil stigma to it. I have a feeling that this stigma may last past marriage. Sometimes when one get's married, it really doesn't sink in until after a while. My cousin went through with this... I remember nights when she has tears and sobbingly reveals to me that she feels guilty doing what she KNOWS is acceptable. It's like it's drilled in her head and it's hard for her subconsious mind to face reality. I'm done with that. My parent's are breathing down my neck for my every discision and I find it difficult for me to be myself. I can't even voice my own opinion or anything like that. They would see it as me "loving sin" and therefore needs to be repentive. Religion REALLY sucks ass. I'm a spiritual person, not a religious one. I believe in god, just not his followers. So, I need options. I have several: 1) get married 2) move out and buy an house 3) go on a mission 4) go to arizona and stay with my cousin 5) apply at disney and work there (orlando or orange county) 6) go to new york and see my options there. 7) Get an associates degree, go to an major university and graduate with honors... I need to choose and choose wisely. Later. | | Monday, March 29th, 2004 | | 12:08 am |
| | Monday, March 15th, 2004 | | 9:43 am |
Today was slow and yet aggravating. I found out that one of the movies, Mona lisa smile, was due back today at NOON... two hours before when I'm to come in for work (Little ceasars is right next to it.) Stefan found out the joys of making knots so now I have to unknot alot of things... the shade strings, shoestrings, random twine, ropes he found in the garage, the little yarns thats tied to all his toys. I love my nephew but he's real creative doing new annoying things. | | Sunday, March 14th, 2004 | | 9:24 pm |
I'm back!
I got the computer system set up again. Totally great for me. That could be bad for my social life if I don't watch my on line time. Anyhow, I moved a short ways around, three floors to be exact. I got no roommates using my bathroom now and the floor space is awesome! I've been doing my effort to have the place match my personality. It could get expensive if I go to fight club standards... mm mm.... yeah. Furniture porn. I called Michelle yesterday. She might have to do induced labor, I didn't catch the exact reason why but I get the feeling its not good for her or the baby unless if labor happens soon. I asked my mother on the details of this and it turns out that my birth required this. I was three weeks overdue and she had to get the shot to cause the labor to happen. The drug must have kicked in a little too late since it happened three days later (slightly unexpected.) My birth is the only one my dad has missed. I feel special now! :-D Anyhow, I'm helping my friend Melissa find a couple music tracks. Judging from her list, it could be at least 4 cds... likely more. I want to do any effort I can to help her. She's the smartest woman I ever met. She knows Arabic and she's learned that from college - not from her family or anything. She had the crummy luck to get an immune system disorder. It works similar to aids except it's self developed, not acquired. No worries on the contagious thing. It's not a virus. |
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